It’s been such an amazing time of prayer and revelation on the 5am prayer line!! One of the points that was raised was how most times a lot of us idolise marriage and as such feel so incomplete when we don’t have a life partner!
I’ll be honest that was a reality for me for a very long time! I had to grow up so early from such a young age, I matured very quickly with all my life’s experiences I just felt as though I had been an adult for so long, the only thing left for me to do was get married!! I dwelt in that so much and that caused me to just take any package that came back then, I didn’t care about purpose, my worth or value I just always thought somehow I would find it when I got married!!
I remember when it all came crashing down for me, life, work, and everything I literally was so tired of experiencing the same cycles, I went on a trip just me and God and I realised that I had placed my need to be with someone above my need know who Christ was, who I was in Christ, and His desire for my life on earth!! Truth is this is the reality for a lot of us, both male and female!!
For others your career, friendships, money and so many others things may take God’s place in your life, and you find yourself in the same unending cycle where you say you want God, but your desire for the thing you idolise outweighs you desire for God! I’ll be honest most times we make a decision to change something and it’s so hard because we are accustomed to a certain way of living!! it takes determination, and it also takes accountability and support!
I was determined to break that cycle of idolatry but I needed support and I had to be accountable!! I pray that we all receive the strength to break and overcome every unending cycle that seeks to hold us captive! If you need support or just someone to speak to and encourage you in your journey, please dm me, I am here to help💕